Ho Ho Ho....not this year

Today is my second Christmas without BC. Last year I spent Christmas trying to adjust to the sudden aloneness. You see we had 33 Christmas Days together spent in cities around the globe. 1970, our first as a couple was in Houston. In 1971 we were starving NYU students. As we moved Christmas Day found us variously in San Francisco, Dallas, London, Paris, Adelaide, Sydney, Jakarta, Benghazi, Khobar, Riyad, and Moscow.

Today I'll try to make new traditions with my extended family.......

Without him.

Gay widowhood sucks.